Fearing love

Sometimes I wonder if this love is true,

Am totally persuaded it is,

The affection you show me has no limits,

I felt the same way when I was with the one, who tore my heart,

I believed him when he said he loved me,

But then he left,

Deep down am glad I have your love,

The feeling is reciprocated,

But then I fight strong feelings of fear within me,

I fear that the past memoirs of a sour love may come haunting,

I fear letting you in totally,

I fear the dark nights I endured,

Under a teary soaked pillow,

       May come back knocking again,

I fear looking at my image on the mirror,

          And seeing a very shattered soul,

I fear trending on that road again,

         As I will not have the willpower to stand,

I want to overlook this fear,

And believe that this love is genuine,

I know there will be bad days,

But the sun always breaks through dark clouds,

And this fear will gradually be covered up by your love,

     I pray you never fail to recall your assurance of love,

Because my greatest fear at this moment,

is losing your love.